I haven't gotten a chance to catch this year's ndp on tv. I checked that there was replay ytd and today..but I couldn't watch!! :(

Attended 3 lectures in a row on Friday..frankly speaking I was super worn out. 8 hours of undivided concentration is not laughing matter. Then I had to go all the way down from boon lay to serangoon (it took me like one and a half hours) for band prac. I told God okay, I'm gonna do it since I've listened to the songs and I made that commitment. To my dismay..I didn't know we couldn't eat in the chapel. So Daniel bought sandwiches and I happily thought my meal could be settled there and then. But I only took one bite and that was it.

A hungry man is an angry man right. I tried controlling my hunger pangs throughout the prac, but because the songs were super unfamiliar to me and there were many more technical glitches compared to previous pracs, I wanted to just forget the whole thing. The only reason why I hanged on was out of duty and commitment.

Then when the real worship took place during service yesterday..everyone said they could feel the Lord's presence. Maybe cos I was playing..I didn't have the chance to be still and feel Him. The funniest part about being the keyboardist is when the whole band stops..you have to go on. Play something..hit some chords..do some running chords.

I played rubbish for the first few songs cos they're more of guitar songs and my hands didnt seem to be coordinating. But towards the end..I sang while playing..and I didn't seem to mind the fact that I'm playing wrong chords occasionally..I really wanted people to be touched by our music.

Thanks baopig Elizabeth for your prayer :) Remember..I'm in NTU not NUS!!! Later God don't answer your prayer cos you said the wrong school :) :)

Dear God..I just wanna tell you that though my life seems to be full of rubbish now..I still want You to be near me. Though sometimes I dread doing qt and I ignore You from Mon to Fri..I still want You to see my service to You. And Lord..I pray You'll see me through this period of uncertainty regarding uni life..from registering for subjects to following the lessons to making friends..I commit all into Your hands.

Weird..I don't seem to be a good mood nowadays. Can somebody tell me why?